Thursday, November 24, 2011
Thanksgiving
It's thanksgiving day and Grant is not here with us. It's thanksgiving day and i don't really feel thankful.... i know i have many things to be thankful for, but at the moment it is hard. I feel angry that my son is not here with us. I should be holding him in my arms right now, instead i visited his grave this morning. It's not fair. it is simply not fair. But one thing i am 100% grateful for is the fact that i did get to hold my son in my arms and i got to hold his little hands and kiss his sweet face. I may not get to have him with me here on earth, but one day when it is my time to go to heaven i will be able to spend eternity with my son. I am thankful for the sacrifice that Jesus made for me on the cross, taking away my sins so that i get that opportunity to go to heaven and to have the assurance that i will see my baby again.
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I thought of you and Tom a lot on thanksgiving... I thought about Grants beautiful service, and how, in the moment of such great sorrow, Tom sang to the Lord. "Give Thanks...". I am, and continue to be amazed at your strength and courage. You wake up every morning, and put one foot in front of the other. Who could ask for anything more?
ReplyDeleteI can not imagine how much your heart must hurt. I just want you to know that I love you friend. I would love to see you, and go out for coffee or something. Please email me if you have time.
Love you friend, and I am proud of you.
Lindsey Antone
Thank you Lindsey! I love you too!!!! Thank you for your love and support. I would really like to hang out soon. I am taking a break from Facebook for a month or two and i dont have your email. my e-mail is tomandmashelemoore@hotmail.com i check it everyday. or my cell is 852-1061.
ReplyDeleteLove you,
mashele